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How to Be Happy (Not Miserable) on Your Deathbed

Millions of us call happiness their lifelong goal.

But few define what happiness means, often leading us to chase what our parents, friends, and role models defined as happiness. So when we are back to wearing diapers, we realize we ignored everything we genuinely esteemed.

In my experience studying dozens of happiness frameworks and science-backed studies about happiness, I've found the best chance at being happy at any time comes from defining what happiness isn't.

It's like an inverse happiness checklist.

In it, you write what doesn't bring you joy and then ensure your current pursuit of happiness, whether it is to travel the world or become wealthy, doesn't include any of the items from the checklist. 

The Inverse Happiness Checklist (IHC) serves two purposes: it helps define happiness and tells you which activities to remove from your life. So, for example, if you conclude money doesn't bring joy. But you work from 9-9 because "hustle is life," then reduce the number of, say, side projects you have.

Otherwise, you'll be frustrated after reaching financial "freedom" and likely feel physically and mentally exhausted.

Each person's definition of happiness varies. However, most people can include specific items into their inverse checklist to define happiness.

1. Your definition of happiness cannot reject distress

We can't control the decisions and behaviors of humans, animals, or nature. Otherwise, hurricanes and phone thieves wouldn't exist. So no matter the statistical formula you use to predict events or the number of possible scenarios you draw on your whiteboard, potential sources of unhappiness are always around the corner. 

To avoid the discomfort from harmful events, some people write a list of sources of distress and eliminate them from their life. For example, they quit their job to run from their nerve-racking boss. Or switch majors.

The issue with this list is its potential size—it's infinite because any event in our lives can cause distress.

A more efficient solution is to invite distress into your life.

For example, a harmless event like Microsoft Word crashing before letting you save an article could either ruin your day. Or it could become a challenge to overcome.

When you welcome distress, you experience two benefits. First, you become used to different causes of discomfort, reducing their chances of affecting you. Second, you realize distress can (and must) coexist with happiness.   

2. Your definition of happiness cannot come from others

Most of us chase a definition of happiness that other people set for us, leading to repentance during our deathbed. For example, some people accumulate academic titles to impress their parents, while others seek minimalism according to a monk's advice. 

In college, psychologists, doctors, and nurses taught me around 80% of older people under palliative care in Colombia regretted their lives' choices. But you don't need wrinkles or to be in a hospital to regret your life. }

You can change it today. 

First, write down a list of scenarios that would bring happiness to your life. You can then describe the benefits of each scenario and the barriers between you and them. Second, answer the most crucial question: "who's someone in my life who believes this scenario would bring happiness?" 

Ask yourself one last question: "Is this goal worth pursuing even though X person shares it?" 

Contrast your answer with other items from your checklist. So if you think happiness is living amongst your friends in the countryside (goal), your friends feel the same (influence), but your inverse checklist says you don't like being away from the city, then stop pursuing that goal.

Avoid being miserable on your deathbed

While your DNA differs from the millions of people who have regretted their life's choices on their deathbeds, you may be following another person's definition of happiness—just like they did. Unfortunately, the old and sick don't have the strength to change their lives drastically. But you do. 

Inverse Happiness Checklist
Example of an Inverse Happiness Checklist (IHC)

So start developing today a definition of happiness your elderly self will accept, one you truly believe.

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